Friday, January 26, 2007
Okay FINALLY a breather oh alright NOT exactly. It's just that I've got nothing to do (since my in-charge hasn't assigned me anything/ she's gone to a meeting and I'm just too lazy to ask, afterall she's busy and I don't wanna disturb her. heh heh excuses)
Rightt. I started work on MONDAY at AON RE WORLDWIDE, Rafflesplace [Singapore Land Tower] (clare's godma's sister needed a temp clerk/admin staff, I was free so I got hired. But seriously I think they really don't need me.) I think it's not too bad. I get paid 7 bucks per hour and working hours are like 8.30am to 5.30pm? Easy Peasy. ahaha. I don't really need to do much. Just filing, typing endorsements, closing and replacement slips and checking if the overseas companies have agreed on the layers and blah blah etc. Okay these were ALL foreign to me too. I never knew what I was doing till like yesterday, I found out that the company is dealing with interest breaking (??) so the employees are like interest brokers or breakers. Haiyer whatever. It finally made sense to me YESTERDAY. Please tell me I'm not slow. har har.
Random: I swear everytime I take the lift, my ears get blocked and they feel like they're about to explode the exact feeling I get when I take the aeroplane. Okay this is so totally irrelevant BUT I just had to say, I mean it's amazingly queer since I take the lift up and down to get to my house but I don't get this feeling what. Maybe be it's the increase in altitude. arhhhhhhhh....
Every Wednesday, I give swimmming lessons to THREE adult women aged 26, 33 and 42. OMG I think they were put into my life to test my patience. Like seriously. They ask questions like "Why I can't float arh?" or "When I swim why is it that I'm not parallel to the floor?" and the worst part they call me "'Donica". Harhar so funny. How does DEBORAH sound anything close to Donica. Poks. TSK. I shan't mention the race though.. Weekends still got kids to coach. I'm so looking forward to that! They beat adults mann.. Cute and adorable.
Tuition with Weiling tmr.
Topics I need to read up tongiht:
1) Static Electricity
2)Current Electricity
3)DC circuits
Gawd. ahaha BUT tutoring her is funn. We gossip seriously and I teach her seriously too!
:) dinner date with you tonight. ohlalalala....
Iclose my eyes and I take a deep breath and I think about my life and how I ended up this way. I think about the ruin, devastation and wreackage I have caused to myself and to others. I think about self-hatred and self-loathing. I think about how and why and what happened and the thoughts come easy but the answers don't.
Cos you're the one that led me here, so take me.
