Tuesday, February 13, 2007
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
I missed Victoria's Secret (!!)
Yesterday, I was happy but not very very happy, just happy enough to put on a smile.
Today, I feel sick, nauseaous and tired. My eyes are swollen and red.
Drained. I feel extremely drained.
I guess my period is getting the better of me and probably the main cause of how and what I'm feeling and hopefully nothing else.
My face is throbbing to the rhythm of my heart, the rhythm of my heart is not as strong or as steady as it was. It is speeding up and slowing down, beating with irregular strength, sending sharp messages through my arm. It held when it needed to hold, but it's not going to hold much longer.
I'm not going to hold much longer.
Cos you're the one that led me here, so take me.
